![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
IGNORE THIS, I'M SLEEPY AND HEADACHEY AND PISSED OFF about, like, seventy million things ALSO I CAN NO HAS BREAKFAST TOMORROW, ;_;
So, I like shopping. I love it, in fact, though I rarely get the chance. I hate that clothes never fit (and if they do, not correctly), but whatever. Shopping is fun. Lingerie, especially, I love to do online window shopping with lingerie.
The thing is, though, that even though I'm on plus-sized sites, 90% of the models are skinny. Wtf? A plus-sizes site can't be arsed to photograph its selections on appropriately sized models, seriously?
If I'm looking for lingerie on a plus site, it's a pretty good sign that I wear large sizes myself. I can look at a really cute babydoll, and if the model isn't the size they're trying to sell me? I'm not buying the damned thing. Why the fuck would I buy something when I have not even a remote idea of how it's going to look on me?
In related ranting, I am seriously tired of seeing all these perfectly proportioned "fat" models. I don't know anyone who looks like that. I sure as hell don't look like that. I can look at Lane Bryant's models and have absolutely no idea what those clothes will look like on me, because I am not airbrushed and have a stomach and big thighs and jiggly arms. Also, I have an ass. It's like they just sort of take the edges of a regular model and pull until it looks bigger. WTF WTF WTF.
Ignore this post, I'm just trying to freak out about something other than the wisdom teeth thing tomorrow which STUPID FUCKING ORAL SURGEON'S OFFICE FORGOT TO CALL IN MY MEDS FOR. So, YEAH. THAT VALIUM. DON'T HAVE IT. I don't deal well with this kind of shit. Dentistry is BAD STUFF. And I get to go in and have a panic attack now, because those assholes didn't do what they were supposed to. That just makes my confidence in them SOAR.
So, there may or may not be panicking and walking out before the surgery tomorrow.
So, I like shopping. I love it, in fact, though I rarely get the chance. I hate that clothes never fit (and if they do, not correctly), but whatever. Shopping is fun. Lingerie, especially, I love to do online window shopping with lingerie.
The thing is, though, that even though I'm on plus-sized sites, 90% of the models are skinny. Wtf? A plus-sizes site can't be arsed to photograph its selections on appropriately sized models, seriously?
If I'm looking for lingerie on a plus site, it's a pretty good sign that I wear large sizes myself. I can look at a really cute babydoll, and if the model isn't the size they're trying to sell me? I'm not buying the damned thing. Why the fuck would I buy something when I have not even a remote idea of how it's going to look on me?
In related ranting, I am seriously tired of seeing all these perfectly proportioned "fat" models. I don't know anyone who looks like that. I sure as hell don't look like that. I can look at Lane Bryant's models and have absolutely no idea what those clothes will look like on me, because I am not airbrushed and have a stomach and big thighs and jiggly arms. Also, I have an ass. It's like they just sort of take the edges of a regular model and pull until it looks bigger. WTF WTF WTF.
Ignore this post, I'm just trying to freak out about something other than the wisdom teeth thing tomorrow which STUPID FUCKING ORAL SURGEON'S OFFICE FORGOT TO CALL IN MY MEDS FOR. So, YEAH. THAT VALIUM. DON'T HAVE IT. I don't deal well with this kind of shit. Dentistry is BAD STUFF. And I get to go in and have a panic attack now, because those assholes didn't do what they were supposed to. That just makes my confidence in them SOAR.
So, there may or may not be panicking and walking out before the surgery tomorrow.