Lack-of-health rant

[summer_sparrow]

I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I haven't been properly healthy this whole year. My ankles and my back and my knees hurt. I have absolutely flat-out no sex drive and I am a miserable slug 90% of the time. I like doing stuff, I just can't. Doing stuff is hard. Movement that doesn't involve turning over in bed or my thumbs on the X-Box control makes me breathe hard. I weigh two-hundred-and-freaking-sixty pounds.

I am done with this shit. I am over it.

Junk food and fast food are gone. I'm not buying any more soda and I'm going to figure out where the hell I put the multivitamins I keep buying and not taking. We're going shopping this weekend, and I'm working on a list that's healthy and hopefully won't make my munchy self go insane.

Food was always the easy part for me (barring when I'm depressed). Unfortunately my female body doesn't do jack when I eat well (I hate you, husband-who-drinks-water-and-loses-ten-pounds). So...now I just have to make myself exercise. Bleurgh.

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[sparrowinsky.livejournal.com]

Thanks, I'll have to check it out.

I've got the fast food issue, too... and considering I'm broke half the time lately (I can't wait until June when I will actually have money \o/), 7-11 is my downfall. Two corndogs for a dollar, you say? Tasty and cheap! Heh...

I like that calendar idea. One of my biggest issues is motivation.